Showing posts with label gay hot news. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gay hot news. Show all posts

Monday, February 15, 2010

Civic Nudity

A group of fellow nudists have regularly been exercising their right to practice civic nudity here in San Francisco where I live. On occasion I have joined them. In San Francisco there is no law regulating what one must wear in public, which means we then come under the purview of state law. According to the California Penal Code, Section 314: Every person who willfully and lewdly, either: Exposes his person, or the private parts thereof, in any public place, or in any place where there are present other persons to be offended or annoyed thereby ... is guilty of a misdemeanor. However, in 1972 nude beachgoer Chad Merrill, irate at the prospect of having to pay a $100 fine and register as a sex offender for sunning himself on a remote stretch of sand, took his case all the way to the California Supreme Court. In Smith on Habeas Corpus that august entity eventually very generously declared that there was nothing inherently lewd, or even particularly sexual, about just having no clothes on. Despite the beach-centric nature of that case, redoubtable Berkeley lawyer Bill Simpich – who has done pro bono defense work for Debbie Moore and Marty Kent of Berkeley activist theater troupe the X-plicit Players – says that Section 314 plus the 1972 ruling make it possible to scamper around California like a little naked pixie, scattering naked dust hither and yon.This does not mean that you will not be stopped, harassed, and arrested by over zealous police officers who either do not understand the law or insist on taking an activist interpretation of the law. In recent memory every case of arrest has been dismissed by the SF D. A.'s office. So we continually push to exercise our freedoms which can be an interesting study in sociology,

Today, for instance, as I was leaving work some of my nudists buddies were sunning in the pedestrian mall at Seventeenth and Castro Streets. It being a very warm day, I decided the only logical thing to do would be to join them. Soon, and older self-identified gay neighborhood resident came over to inform us that we were "disgusting, idiotic, and why didn't we put some god-damn clothes on." He then ran away. We continued to sun ourselves and people continued to walk by, some looking at us, some not. About ten minutes later he reappeared to repeat his tirade. It was clear to us that he was visibly shaken and very, very angry. I find it amazing that the site of a naked human body can generate such hostility and anger in someone. Obviously we were not threatening him, nor were we causing him any harm. His reaction must be one whose genesis is socially learned; a conditioned reflect which he accepts as natural without giving anymore thought to its origins or logic. It is similar to a reaction of prejudice or hatred towards someone because of the color of their skin, their sex, their gender, or their sexual preference; in other words, a learned behavior which serves no useful purpose what so ever.

Eventually he reappeared for a third time, so angry this time that he was spitting. Two younger men walking by told him to "just leave them alone, they aren't hurting anyone." The man continued his rant. We invited him to come sit with us a talk about it, but he refused, saying that he didn't care. Obviously, he cared very much.


Some thoughts on Brüno

So I went to see Brüno. Hearing all of the controversy swirling around it, how could I not? For instance, GLAAD is saying the Sacha Baron Cohen’s film Brüno reinforces "damaging, hurtful stereotypes" and “decreases the public’s comfort with gay people,” while HRC (a group that has been less than satisfactory at doing its job and protecting civil rights) is claiming that Cohen should do a better job at reminding his audience that the movie is not homophobic. In addition, a parade of gay men have been telling me that the film is once again using gay stereotypes as a way to laugh at gay people, men I would add who either did not see the film or walked out after the first few minutes.So I went to see Brüno, and I loved it. I thought it was shear genius. Not only did I see it once, I went to see it again and I will be seeing it for a third time at the Castro theater next Thursday the 20th. It should be clear to everyone that the point of Brüno is not to make fun of gay people but rather to point out homophobia and ridicule it, and in that Brüno succeeds brilliantly. If that were all Brüno did, that would be plenty. But Brüno has so much more going on. While Cohen is using over the top gay stereotypes to highlight American's homophobia he is also commenting on the cult of celebrity: how it is defined, who has access, and how it manages to disillusion itself, and managing to do it in a truly hysterical manner. I especially enjoyed the two blond vapid 'charity PR consultants' Brüno hires to help him pick, you know, the next 'Dar-five.' Are these people real?

And that was the big question I asked leaving the film, the same question Borat aroused. Who much of Cohen's films are staged, how much of the audience is manipulated? In the end, I don't believe it really matters. This is not journalism per se. It is staged and the audience is manipulated. The staging and manipulation are a device Cohen uses to highlight intolerance and bigotry, intolerance and bigotry which is continually denied and ignored in this country. That is what is all too real.


Thursday, February 11, 2010

5ª Parada do Orgulho LGBT de Contagem



Tema: Nem menos, Nem Mais. Direitos Iguais!
Pela isonomia dos Direitos.
Data: 02 de Agosto de 2009 (Domingo)
Concentração: Em Frente ao Big Shopping a partir das 11h.
Saída dos Trios: 16h
Show de Encerramento: Passarela do Samba a partir das 19h.
(Depois do EXTRA Hipermercado)
A organização CELLOS (Centro de Luta pela Livre Orientação Sexual) já foi mencionada nesse blog há alguns dias atrás. Dessa vez, o CELLOS-Contagem, é quem está organizando e promovendo o evento da Parada Gay.
Com toda certeza estarei presente em mais esse evento que promove a divulgação do mundo GLS para a sociedade. Mais informações em breve.


Monday, November 2, 2009

Dirty! Reviews

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Friday, October 9, 2009

Quick and Dirty! with Tony Aziz

1. What's the dirtiest thing you've done on film?
Tony: Besides Steve Cruz, is getting fucked by a broom handle for this independent movie called "Toul Oumri" translation. All My Life . Depicting what is done to gay men in Egypt by the police. I was the main character. That was a dirty broom stick! Click here.
Steve Cruz: I think he's serious guys... that's fucked.. Who's the dirtiest guy you've ever worked with?
Tony: I would have to say the dirtiest guy have worked with is Max Sinclair. Although Steve Cruz was right up there with him (Steve: yeah yeah!). Max is a hot Canadian fucker. Who likes it ruff and hard. He can take it as good as he gives it. I liked licking his sweaty pits. He is a Dirty man. Steve is just a dirty fucker too. Our scene was so hot, gagging, spitting and I don't mean just on my cock!
Steve Cruz: That scene is cumming soon on hardfriction.com!

3. Name something that's better when its dirty...
Tony: My boyfriend Samuel Colt. I like it when he doesn't shower after the gym. His nuts and ass are all sweaty... YUMMMMMMMMMMM He has the most intoxicating scent ever. I get hard just thinking about how he smells after a hard work out. What can I say, I am a dirty man who like his man dirty!

4. Something that's not...
Tony: Where ever you put your mouth. For example a hot ass, is one of my favorite things to eat. And that eating surface has to be CLEAN.
Steve Cruz: Dirty! minds all, what's wrong with just saying a dining room table?? LOL!

5. Who's the dirtiest whore in the business?
Beside myself, I would have to say Steve Cruz. I have never meet anyone else that is such a big hoe! ohhh wait Race Cooper, yes I guess I have three nominations. But the BIGGEST WHORE is STEVE CRUZ!!!!

Tony Aziz makes his porn debut in Dirty!
I met Tony on the set of Green Door. He came with his boyfriend Mustang Exclusive Samuel Colt. I thought hmmmmm! why isn't this hot fucker in porn? he accepted the offer and we cast him in the very next production. He's a fascinating guy, very much proud of his Lebanese heritage. When we came up with his nom de porn, it was important to him that he retain a part of his real self, what's sexier than that?



From the set of Arabesque 2

I'm sitting here in my underwear in the comfort of my home office, far from the at best rustic accommodations of the guest house at Porn Summer Camp. Glad to be home and not sharing a bathroom with anyone but Bruno. If memory serves me right here's a recap of the last days of Arabesque 2.Day Seven: HardFriction resumes shooting another solo, Austin Wilde! There is so much to get excited about this performer! Even a simple solo is packed with star power. Definitely a performer to watch in 2010! After my cum bath we turned the camera back over to Tony DiMarco so he could shoot Alessio Romero and Antonio Biaggi. I shot some great behind the scenes of this ass pounding piggy shoot. Chris Ward returned to the location and we shot a smoldering hot scene between Conner Habib and Aybars from Turkey. The pool reflected on their bodies at night... it was gorgeous.

Day Eight: HardFriction shoots the last solo Alessio Romero. The boys play by the pool all day, its a day of rest because in the evening the big orgy commences! Austin Wilde, Angelo Marconi, Tony Aziz, Dominic Pacifico, David Dirdham and also featuring RJ Danvers and Antonio Biaggi. This is my day off, Ben Leon shoots day one of the orgy.

Day Nine: Bruno and I take a trip into town another day off... in the evening Chris Ward and resume shooting the orgy in segments... David Dirdham and Angelo Marconi. Angelo Marconi and Austin Wilde. Tony Aziz and Dominic Pacifico. So much hot crazy sex in one night I about dropped the camera just to jerk off. Naked Sword was on the set again capturing the behind the scenes.

Day Ten: Tony DiMarco filmed a dazzling shower scene with Tony Aziz and David Dirdham while the rest of the crew packed up. Porn summer camp see ya next year?


From the set of Arabesque 2

Quiet does not mean dead

For fans of Steve Cruz all is quiet on the Twitter/Blog front these days. If you haven't been clued in yet, I'm up in Sonoma filming Arabesque 2. The cell service?? --- non existent! I usually twitter from my cell phone, so that explains why no minute by minute twitter updates this month. I have been trying to post daily updates in the mornings when I have time to check my email from the laptop. The quiet is deceptive, I've been very busy up here..Days one and two: Bruno and I get to the set and the crew start setting up. Francesco D'Macho, Damien Crosse and Wilfried Knight show up. I am good friends with the StagHomme stars so it was a nice reunion. I had been chatting for 2 years online with Wilfried so once we got on set it was pretty hot! Once I could pry him out of Francesco's mouth ;-) The last scene of Focus/Refocus was shot in two days. A big orgy with Francesco, Damien, Wilfried, myself and RSS exclusive newcomer Angelo Marconi who's ass is very tasty. Everyone was stumbling on his name... Angel Macaroon? Angel Hair Macaroni? It's Italian bitches! Angelo Marconi. He's beautiful. I get pounded by Francesco and Angelo ((who's usually a bottom), then by Wilfried Knight who throws me around the room for an hour or two... then the orgy finishes with me fucking Francesco. That's right I make the StagHomme mogul my bitch. Kidding Francesco...

Day Three: Chris Ward stepped up to the plate and directed scene 1 of Arabesque 2. He gave the camera to me and we filmed Francesco and Wilfried in front of the fire at night. Chris is an amazing director, it was an honor to get tips from him directly and to run camera in my first feature film. I have been operating my own camera while directing scenes on hardfriction.com which launches next month. But it's always a bit different on a set of a big project like this... and being up here on this beautiful estate in wine country shooting outdoors... its quite another world. Big leagues...

Day Four: Adam Killian arrives for a scene with Francesco in the morning. The same day Chris asks me to film and edit the behind the scenes video to put on the second DVD. Raging Stallion is always giving you great extras. I really love Adam, he cracks me up! Any set that includes him is a fun set. That night, I return to performing one more time, my only scene for Arabesque 2 is with newcomer Aybars. Aybars was born in Turkey, he's dark and hairy and looks the part. He reminds me of a shy quiet Hussein. He's not as beefy, but his lean musculature is no less sexy. And his eyes are so dark and intense... its a romantic sensual scene... a rare pace for me. I'm glad I get to show my versatility as a performer, not always being the crazy sex pig the studios expect me to be.

Day Five: Tony DiMarco asks me to operate camera on a daytime shoot. A 3 way between Tony Aziz, Aybars and Dominic Pacifico. Tony and Chris have totally different directing styles. Both legendary directors... Tony taught me to be more fluid with my camera work and to move with the action more. I hope I did him justice... he's totally changed my perspective. The scene is hot, Tony Aziz can speak Arabic fluently so the only dialogue is in Arabic... even 'I'm cumming!' It started raining in the big pots filled with flowers... the hooka pipe was burning pear cured tobacco... the visuals, the smells and the men were intoxicating.

Day Six: HardFriction takes over shooting the solos. Its a full day for us, while the regular crew take a break. After taking my photos with Kent Taylor for Arabesque 2, I starting setting up lights with Bruno to shoot Derrek Diamond and newcomer Ricky Martinez (not the NY based performer who appears in Joe Oppedisano's latest book- Uncensored) this hottie is from Chicago. Gorgeous face, dark tall and lean musculature. I shot lots of eye contact with him to make you guys melt. As always I can't do enough with or say enough good about Derrek Diamond. His solo almost tops the amazing solo I shot for HardFriction.com which will appear on the DVD releasing Oct 23rd. Bruno shot a hot solo of Aybars by the fire.


Cruz News October

Cruz News!
Its hard for me to believe its Autumn, and just a few short months left in this decade. Harder to believe the film I go into production on next week won't be released until 2010! First things first...Letter to my fans.
Many of you have been wondering where I've been lately. N'er a twitter and rarely a blog... I really bit off a lot of work this summer but its all for you. By years end you'll have Focus/Refocus in your hot hands. My first major release since 'Hotter Than Hell'. I have been at TonyDiMarco's desk watching the edit come together and I have to tell you its stunning cinematography.
I'll try to keep up in the next month but my work schedule will rage on through November. Just know I love you all and I appreciate your support even if I don't a chance to visit your bogs often or make comments like I used to. Shout out to GPCrush, Jack Manly and Fairview Sue especially for keeping the faith.Adrenaline.
The latest Mustang (Gobo/Cruz Joint) will be called 'Adrenaline'. It goes into production in San Francisco on Monday. And it stars Mustang's Samuel Colt, Dominic Pacifico, Men Magazine cover stud Spencer Reed, Drake Jaden, Berke Banks and the return of twitter sensation Rob Romoni. We'll also introduce some young fresh meat, Tommy Defendi and newcomer Ridge Kane. Keep an eye out for tattooed Brazilian Beefcake Alexsander Frietas. My jaw dropped to the floor.
What is 'Adrenaline'? Its about the pulsating rush you feel in the heated moment of lust, 'Adrenline' kicks in and your heart starts racing... even though there's hundred of guys around there's an animal urge that takes you over like a hypnotic rhythm and your powerless to stop the eruption, where ever you happen to be. 'Adrenaline' is also about the music, a special soundtrack is being composed by real life DJ Dominic Pacifico.

Dark Room Blog.
I'll try to keep up with the 'Dark Room' blog, you've seen it all on Leif Gobo's production blog, if not click here! Now read the interviews, see the photos and catch all the behind the scenes stories on SteveCruzBlog in October!

Travel.
Bruno and I are working on a few bookings... he'll be in Minneapolis and Fresno in October. I'm working on New Orleans and New York. Check out respective blogs for details. More details on my bookings to follow...
What is definite is our talent search in Australia! It's on! We'll be touring Melbourne and Sydney next month speaking up for safe sex in bars, clubs, gentlemen's clubs and on the radio. In between we'll be scouting fresh talent. If you want to be a Hard Friction man, visit the site and sign up!Craig recently dropped out of my latest Mustang project to sign with Hot House, although we wish he would have given us more notice we understand and wish him well. But to see his first scene ever you have to watch Hard Friction.com, we broke him in and not so gently! Disc 2 contains a 7 minute featurette- 'What is Hard Friction' produced by Bruno Bond, and 2 bonus scenes. The feature disc 'Hard Friction' highlights my solo directing debut (4 scenes) and Bruno's directing debut (2 scenes) . Most of all we hope you just get off to the damn thing- wear it out in your DVD player!Hard Friction DVD.
The Hard Friction DVD releases through Raging Stallion Releasing on Oct 23rd. Its a sample of 6 scenes, a cross section of what you might find on Hard Friction.com when the site launches this fall. The DVD collection is a 2 disc set. It stars myself, Steve Cruz and my boyfriend and rising star Bruno Bond. It also stars the erotic talent of our favorites Alessio Romero, Derrek Diamond, Dominic Pacifico and introduces the up and coming star Craig Reynolds.



Thursday, October 8, 2009

Drunkity Wedding

Wow.... What an amazing time I had down at the wedding. I had a lot of fun with the buds I haven't seen in a long time.
First I want to address something that I brought up in my last post. I brought up my friend Kerry and how she is my date to a bunch of weddings and how we have a history. I want to clear up some stuff to some readers who may not have read all my posts.

1) I AM NOT OUT - I have some people e-mailing me for advice on how to come out and how to deal with the gay feelings that they have.

While I am very confident that I know that I am gay, I still keep a masculine and straight profile with guys on my team and most of my friends. Kerry is a girl that I used to date back in college. I had very strong feelings. When we broke up it ws mutual. When I go to a wedding or other function, she is always my date.

As far as guys that need some good advice about coming out I would point you in two directions.

One would me to my friend JP, who started a blog after I urged him to do so. JP is in the middle of coming out to friends and family and can really answer questions better than I can about that.

Another person to look at is Micifus Phil. His blog seems to be down right now but he is a college student who came out and I talked to him when I started my blog.

Right now, I have no plans on coming out because of where my career is. This is not a knock on guys like me who are in the closet and looking for help on how to deal with the feelings. This is about who I am as a person.

Anyway... sorry for the venting. A few guys got to me this week. They will be ignored from now on.

Today I am leaving for Miami for a week or two. Haven't decided how long I am going to stay. I'm staying with some buddies of mine from college who live down there. Should be nice to just get away for a little bit seeing how I have been all stressed out lately. I'll have the laptop with me.


Miami

I am waiting in the Terminal right now in Miami heading back to the New York area. I have been down here in Miami for about 2 weeks and have had a blast. As most of you noticed, I was not online and there is a reason for that. I wanted to relax, spend time with friends I don't get to see and just get my shit together.I checked my blog e-mail for the first time on Friday and did not respond for a few reasons. I've just realized a lot about guys out there. The internet is a wonderful thing. It's helped me sort through a lot of stuff in my head and share my experiences as a gay athlete with people who never would get to experience it. I've also been able to connect with athletes across the US and ramble on about what is going on with me.

Miami was a lot of fun. It's kind of a gamble talking about the trip. But it was a lot of fun. Went out clubbing and to bars with the boys while I was down here, which was really nice. I went out with one buddy, who signed a pretty good major league deal. He lives in South Beach, has a great place and has the money to spend when we go out. He's single and loves to go out, meet women and have fun.

He kept wanting to hook me up with his girls that he knew. I would obviously talk with them, smile, flirt and made out with a few. All the while my mind went back to Joe out in California. I was all kinds of fucked up. I kept thinking of Joe and wanted to talk to him, so one night, while sitting on the patio overlooking the beach I went and called him and he picked up.

I shouldn't have called him but it made me feel good to talk to him. Even though he is a long way away, I still like him and I shouldn't.

I got to get on the plane. More when I get back to my parents.


Happy New Year

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Sup Ladies? Happy New Year! Heh... It's been a LONG ass time since I have updated. There are many reasons for this. I know. I start too many of my recent entries like this, but there is a lot to talk about in the world of Slugger.

I don't know where to begin really, so I'll just ramble on like I always do.

I haven't been myself in a VERY long time. Always hiding, always trying to figure out who I am. Dodging questions over girlfriends, sleeping with random girls just to keep up the image that I am this "Straight Baseball Jock Stud God." I found myself at a crossroads.

My last post, someone called Joey asked me, "Do you ever think about going to California getting a regular job, perhaps coaching baseball, and being with Joe on a full time basis?" At first I thought it might have been my actual Joe and that he had found my blog. I was crazy. I decided that I needed to just get away from a lot of what was bothering and driving me crazy and stayed away from being online and just thinking about who I am and where I am going.A true quarterlife crisis. Apparently they are all the rage right now. Friends of mine, recently out of college and now in the workforce have them and are thinking of grad school... living in London for a year "just because" and thinking of all these crazy ideas just because they don't feel right.

I started to fall for someone that I had met on this blog. It's true. He was in a "relationship" with a guy that was in my situation and wanted advice and somene to talk to. Our conversations led to flirting and I found myself falling for him, online. I found myself attracted to his confidence, wanting to hold him and console him when he was upset and down. I felt for him. I realized that I needed a break and told him that I might disappear for a while, and I did.

This guy, who is awesome, helped me take time and reflect on what the fuck I was doing in life.

June 17, 2005 I wrote these first two entries. Many of you started reading my blog from the beginning and have commented on how much you identify with me and how I have helped you understand more about yourself and how you also love my rants.

I decided that during this time I would go back and read my blog, from the beginning and reflect back on life. I realized that my last few posts have been really flakey and not like myself at all. Something I need to change...

So I am in the process of changing, further accepting myself. It's my baby steps to eventually be "OUT" for lack of a better word. JP linked to a guys blog that I really found thought provoking... His name is Zach. He played basketball in college and now wants to play in the NFL. He likes both guys and girls. Fucking amazing. He has no problem talking about it, he is who he is.

I wish I had the BALLS to do what this guy is doing. I am left to ponder.

2008 is going to be a season of change. I am playing at a level that is very competitive. I am going to be living in the area of the country that I don't really know that well and have a really good chance of being called up to a Major League team.

I have been busting my ass, working out with a personal trainer and working on mechanics and other skills that will help me advance to the next level. There has also been this Joe Hangover that has really fucked with my mind and my emotions. I recently got over him by meeting a new guy.

Where I am living now is near a rather large University and has it's fill of "Straight" boys. I was having a weak moment and decided to log on to Gay.com and chat with guys in the area. I have a picture that you would expect to find on there, a bare chested shot of myself, no face and some mystery. I was getting hit up by older men, who, at this point in my life I am not interested in.

A 5th year senior sent me a private message, I will call him Ryan.

Ryan and I got to talking. He is a former college athlete and after an injury that caused him to "retire" became president of his frat. Now, he is enjoying his second senior year and letting loose.

Of course we did not talk about that online, it was more of:

Me: I'm Horny and don't do this often...
Him: Blah Blah, Neither do I... discreet... blah blah insert keywords here

We met up that night and something sparked between us. Here I am, getting over Joe, reflecting back on life and having a tiny crisis and I spend an ENTIRE weekend with a guy I met on the internet. Fucking crazy. My new location, I am living by myself, so it is easier to have this friendship become more and not have to worry about roommates.

Ryan and I spent the weekend together, got to know eachother and I felt very safe with him. The holidays crept up and I returned to the New York area to see family while he stayed behind. He called me every night to see how I was doing. We would talk at all hours, trade text messages and naughty picture messages.

It happened. I found someone that I could be myself around and not have to worry about walls. I returned and he was there art the airport to pick me up.

He's fucking incredible. Some of you I have talked to over the last month or so, I down played my relationship with Ryan to be just a "frat boy I plow"

It's turning into something more and it makes me happy.

2008 is turning out to be my year. I was at a low point in 2007 where I almost gave up on baseball. I didn't want to deal. Then, like always, I got out of my rutt and was doing better professionaly but was mentaly fucked up over Joe.

This is a new year, a better me, so far. I have also stopped smoking pot. I look back on some e-mails and see how fucked up I was.

Anyway, hit me up with questions for ask slugger. I am sure that a LOT of you have questions.