Showing posts with label gay news. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gay news. Show all posts

Monday, February 15, 2010

last Night

My partner John's play opened last night, David Henry Hwang's Yellow Face . Exploring racial identity and identity politics. Really good –– made me think a lot: about straight actors playing gay roles and going on late night talk shows to say how grossed out they were on learning they had to kiss another guy while Jay goes yuck and the tall, black, basketball star guest makes a point of making some distance between himself and the straight actor playing gay on the couch, how my history of the US west textbook describes the Plains Indian Culture as "flowering" only after european contact, how my teacher tells us that the "historical period" for Native Americans begins only with European contact because "that's when written records begin."

If you get to Mountain View, go see Yellow Face at the Center for the Performing Arts.


Friday, February 12, 2010

DrakeRock.com: Brandon Lewis in "Part One: Toy Play"

One of my favorite moments in Part One is when coach is jacking Brandon Lewis and he's jerking his cock, and there is a butt plug shoved all the way up Brandon's ass, and he stops coach because he's going to shoot his load if coach keeps stroking! Gotta love a straight guy who can be in the moment and just enjoy sex for what it is.Lewis takes toys up his tight hole. One has a large egg shape head for which Brandon had a difficult time relaxing. With just enough pressure it popped through that threshold, catching Brandon off guard, and from that point forward he was all about getting toy-fucked with the big knob.

What I like about Brandon is that he enjoys what is going on as it's happening to him. He lives in the moment. You can see it on his face. He's all about sex, and is open to virtually everything.


DrakeRock.com: Who is Brandon Lewis?

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

Conto - Despedida de solteiro

Paulo estava ansioso pelo seu casamento que iria ocorrer daqui a 7 dias mas antes disso já havia marcado sua despedida de solteiro com alguns de seus amigos mais íntimos.

Convidou Jean, Marcos, Augusto e Alberto que eram seus amigos de longa data.Os 4 chegaram juntos até a casa de Paulo e já com um ar de sacanagem. Paulo não sabia o que o aguardava.

-Ei caras, vocês estão me olhando de um jeito diferente. O que tá acontecendo hein?

Augusto responde:

-É o seguinte Paulo:

-Tu disse que em sua despedida de solteiro nós poderíamos aprontar qualquer uma contigo lembra?

-Lembro sim mas e aí, o que vai ser, olha lá hein, eu disse quase tudo...

-Ah, não vem desconversar não, você disse tudo!

-Tá, caralho, falem logo o que vai ser minha despedida de solteiro?

Os 4 se aproximam de Paulo e falam ao seu ouvido:

- Você vai ter que dar pra nós 4! Paulo sente um arrepio e retruca:

-Pow galera minha fase em que curtia este tipo de coisa já passou, agora sou um homem sério, não vou fazer isso não, inventem outra coisa!

Marcos responde:

-Ah tah, e quem disse que homens sérios não podem trepar? É sua despedida de solteiro mesmo e somos teus amigos, tudo que acontecer aqui ficará apenas entre nós 5.

Sem tempo de Paulo voltar a responder, os 4 lhe seguram.Com um corpo atlético e um olhar de menino, Paulo despertava o desejo de muitos a sua volta.

-Pow galera, faz isso comigo não!

Marcos diz:

-Sem chance gostosão, se não faz por bem, fará por mal!

Dominado pelos fortes braços de seus amigos,Paulo começa a ser despido e acariciado.Enquanto Jean beijava seu pescoço, Marcos e Alberto se aproveitavam de seus mamilos, Augusto abaixava a calça de Paulo e começava ali uma deliciosa chupeta.Paulo já totalmente entregue aos rapazes, solta gemidos altos de prazer.Agora quem decide dividir o pau de Paulo com Augusto é Jean.Os dois lhe chupam com voracidade.Enquanto isso Marcos dá tapas e lambidas no traseiro de Paulo.

Alberto coloca seu enorme pau de 22 cm na boca de Paulo que mama gostoso.

Já devidamente relaxado e pronto para ser enrabado, Paulo é penetrado por Jean.Enquanto isso Augusto que é o "chupador" do grupo fica deliciando-se nos cacetes de Marcos e Alberto.

Após alguns minutos Jean dá lugar a Marcos.Os outros 3 observam Paulo ser comido "de 4" por Marcos.O próximo é Alberto.Paulo cavalga no enorme pau do mais bem dotado do grupo.

Enquanto isso Jean resolve também dar para Marcos. Já Augusto apenas observa.

Já com o cuzinho alargado, relaxado, depois de 3 fodas e principalmente aquela cavalgada em Alberto, chega a vez de Augusto.Augusto pede a Paulo que ele fique de "frango assado". Mais alguns minutos e estão todos ali juntinhos todos prestes a gozar.

Paulo toma um banho de esperma dos 4 rapazes e ainda complementa com o seu.

-Puta que pariu vocês seus viados, me deixaram com o cú ardendo!

Augusto responde:

-Ué gostosão, vai dizer que não gostou?

-Nossa, muito tempo que não fazia isso.Mas saibam que foi a última vez viu.

-Nós acreditamos, rsrs

No dia seguinte...

-Amoor, acorda!

-Hã?

-Ah, oi amor, a despedida ontem foi até de madrugada, por isso tô na cama até agora.

-Humm , e o que seus amigos aprontaram hein?

-Nada de mais minha querida, tontisse de homens...rsrs


Thursday, October 8, 2009

NOAH'S BACK!!!!

OMG!! OMG!! OMG!! I just got back from seeing Noah's Arc: Jumping the Broom and all I can say is OMG!! I cannot believe what a fantastic movie it was! A BLACK and GAY fantastic movie. Totally blew me away. I was not expecting it to be so damn good. Patrick (Patrick Ian Polk-the creator- writer), honey, I gotta give you your promps, man, you really did an amazing job! I will definitely go spend my Gay, Black dollars to see the film again. I was terribly disappointed when the show was cancelled last year. Noah's Arc was a ground-breaking series on the LOGO network (whose parent company is MTV). Every one says the first season saw some kinda poor acting...they were right! The acting on some fronts was kinda bad. But it was just such a distinct pleasure to see gay Black men reflected on television. It was us, us, our story (as concocted by Mr. Polk) that was being told. I thought the series was a little too much like Sex in the City, though, and I really did not care for the story line, but I felt obligated as a Gay Black man to watch it. It was sheer torture week after week watching as they paraded a series of the finest Black mens on the planet, across the screen, lol, just torture. And, and...an added bonus was that the show actually had gay men!! Imagine that. Darryl Stephens, who plays the title character, Noah, turned out to be a homo. Doug Spearman (or Spears), who plays Chance is a "brother". And of course the show's creator, Patrick Ian Polk, is in our little club, too.
I have to be honest and also say that I did not think the show would last long. I knew a show about Black gay men, without any white characters, would not hold the air waves. There were other shows on LOGO like Bad Girls, a British show about lesbians in prison. I would not be exaggerating if I called it dumb, pathetic and morbidly uninteresting!!! And it was British television, uhg! I have seen a few British shows and frankly they should leave television to the Americans, fahreal! But the majority of characters were White. White folks ain't much interested in what's going in the lives of Black folk, let alone gay Black folk. The Cosby show was an exception. But the Huxtables were not your average Black family. They were palatable to White audiences.
Yup, racism and prejudice also infect the LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bi-sexual and Transgender) community. Go to any gay bar/club and it's just like the lunch room at high school. Whites on one side, Blacks on the other. Oh, where is that brave new world where we love and accept each other, where we embrace our brother and sister who are different from us, and welcome and affirm their lives, too. Not here I guess! It's complicated I am sure as so much of life is, yet alarmingly simple. We run around the planet hatin' on each other when we do not even know each other. Now if you know me and hate me that's a horse of a different color, lol. But to not even know me and hate or dislike me is just stupid, as Lizzie the Lezzie says, just stupid. I mean we had to add Black Gay Pride 'cause we were feeling a little left out. Our White brothers and sisters were playing a mean tune during Gay Pride but we wanted to make some music of our own. Sometimes you have to compose your own music in life, other people cannot always sing your song for you.
And no, I am not going to talk about the movie, heheheh!! Go and see it. I can tell you what I took away from it, though. Family is a wonderful cushion, even if it's not biological, as so many of us LGBT folk discover. Life will not hand you a guide. You have to jump into it, fall down, pick your self up (and your partner), dust yourself off and get on with it. The journey is the greatest experience you will have especially when you have the love and support of friends and family.
Cheerio, Thomas!


JESUS AIN'T NO CONSERVATIVE!

Can you imagine for a moment, Jesus in his time? Imagine him walking along the road with his disciples and a beggar comes up to him and asks that he be healed of a limp. Then Jesus says to his disciples, "keep away from those such as these. You must conserve your spiritual gifts for those who are truly worthy. Beggars, prostitutes and thieves are unworthy of the fruits of the spirit. " Again imagine the teacher alike of angels and men saying, "only those who value the family, who propagate in truth, who are hard working and responsible may sit at the table with the Holy Father and Son."Hard to picture, yeah, I know. Jesus did not get along with folks who headed his faith at the time. He was a revolutionary who defied their stayed antics, pretentious faith and dead-letter view of the teachings of the day. Even a cursory reading of the New Testament would reveal that Jesus ain't no conservative.



I have never been politically savvy, just sane and temperate. For the most part I consider politics a disgrace and blight to the country. But as an American I think it behoves me to understand the political landscape of my country so that I can participate in the process conscientiously and speak with strangers or foreigners and appear to "represent" as a citizen.



But for the life of me I am having a dickens of a time understanding conservatives, right-wingers, neo-cons, Republicans, and whatever else they are calling themselves these days. What I have figured out though, during the current election cycle and even more so now that the President-Elect is a Democrat (Reagan Democrat, if you ask me), is that there is a visible schism in the Republican party, something which has the party scuffling around in disarray. And if it's one thing that you could say about the Republican party, it was that they were fiercely organized and regimented. That regiment and organization, acting on one accord, with one goal, was the source of their success.



I do believe, however, that their agenda was bigger than their coffers could hold. They got greedy and tried to ransack the American conscience, the American trust and the American temperament. The policies that came out of the Bush Administration from Homeland Security to Immigration, pushed the boundaries of tolerance under the cloak of terrorism. They maintained a heightened level of stress to justify their conundrums. Meanwhile typical Republican economic policies, which favor big business, were stripping the American public of its concept of fairness and equality. From Supreme Court decisions preventing individuals from recovering against big business to the tax incentives that allowed big business to avoid more than 20 % of their share of tax responsibility, the Republican party is the party of big business.



The conservative mantra of family values, individual responsibility and hard work are giving me a headache. Is there some underground society that indoctrinates conservatives, teaches them to ape the same phrases, to falter on the same questions and to beat around the bush not answering sensible questions when put to them? They all parrot the same phrases. I have yet to meet one that can actually explain what it is to be Republican or conservative. And are they devoid of intelligence as a matter of course? I thought there was an emphasis on education and the betterment of the individual so that society could thereby be enriched. Republicans get an F on this one. Well, maybe a D, I'm feeling generous.



I suspect conservatives are just like everyone else. There are different kinds. You have your George W. Bush conservative, then you have your Colin Powell Conservative, they you have your average Joe conservative, and then your Religious conservative, your fiscal conservative, and your social conservative. Are they all stingy and uptight? Are any of them sensible? I would like to meet a sensible, intelligent one. I would also like to meet a sensible intelligent Christian. Maybe fate will be kind to me and send one my way and we can become bffs.



For now however, I have assembled a slew of books about conservative ideology and the conservative intellectual movement. Once I start reading them they will post on Ex Libris Dydimus, one of my other blogs that I will dedicate to books, books reviews and essays on books.


OPERATION: IRAQI NIGHTMARE!

Let me say that I think it is ludicrous to think that the United States of America is the arbiter of Freedom and Justice in the world. We are (the US Government, that is) guilty of some of the worse crimes among nations. All nations have nasty karma they are going to have to address at some point. But it seems like the US just keeps making bad karma like it's no body's business.I for one, would like to know what made the military and political leaders of this country believe first of all that they had the authority to topple another country's leadership and government. Second of all why did we think it would be a run through the park? Because of the Gulf War? Hmmm. If there is one thing you should never, ever do, that is underestimate your enemy. I am certain we made disastrous assumptions about the Iraqi population, the Islamic factor, and the virulence and potency of the Middle-Eastern distaste for the "White Devil".

Unfortunately issues such as these have cost thousands of US lives, thousands more of innocent Iraqi civilians, billions of dollars of US taxpayers dollars and the best news of all...there's no end in sight. How on earth do you begin to rectify a problem of this magnitude? One, which we created in the first place with our Red, White and Blue mentality?

Well first of all, we must acknowledge what a gross mistake it was to invade the country, topple the government and kill its leader, Saddam Hussein. Whatever his misdeeds and crimes may have been we had absolutely no business storming across the globe acting as judge, jury and executioner. That was a job for the Iraqi people.

Second of all we need to acknowledge and distance ourselves from this sick obsession with having a "foothold" in the Middle East as if it were a duty God Himself (or Herself) whispered into our collective American Consciousness. We have no more right to police the area than they have to police our shores. So much of government policy is about national strategic interests (whomsoever is deciding what those interests are). We call it nationalism or patriotism but its raw, ugly nature is national selfishness and greed. If all the nations are making policy based on their own selfish national desires is it any wonder the world is in the state it is in? We saw what the era of colonialism and imperialism did from the mid 19th century to the mid 20th century. The destruction of so many native or indigenous cultures for the sake of "bettering" them or bringing Christianity spawned innumerable conflicts and wars. So why don't we let this die out with the 20th century and usher in another era based on communication, goodwill and the understanding that this planet is shrinking by the decade and we are getting closer whether we like it or not.

Third of all we need to understand that culturally the Middle East is vastly different from the West. This is not good, this is not bad it simply is. When you encounter folks from another world, another culture, another country, it is customary to honor them by learning and illustrating back to them some form of their culture (like bowing to the Japanese). Invading their country, destroying their government and turning their country into a war zone could leave a bad impression and sully the possibility of future relationships (just a thought).

Fourthly, a sobering recognition that it took the United States of America more than 230 years to develop our brand of democracy (it's really a capitalist state with democratic undertones, but I digress). And that was not without its own era of conflict and battle. It's laughable to presume we can "install" democracy in another country so culturally different from our own. What were they thinking?

And last but not least. When you honor me I will honor you. There is a greeting used in Tibet. When people meet they say, "Namaste". I once read the translation of the word. It was some long paragraph but the basic translation was the god in me greets the god in you. Which one of us wants to be greeted with a shotgun to the head or a slap in the face? Honor me and I shall honor you. The world needs to learn this as we head into the 21st century. We need to learn how to address, treat and honor each other. It's totally lame that we even need to have the conversation, considering we think ourselves so civilized. But too often we only prove how barbaric we still are.

Considering that more than half the world's population subscribes to religion this situation is a disgrace. Where do we think peace is going to come from? Is it just going to fall down from the sky? Peace is an honorable, intentional process which comes from severe struggle; from the frustration and severe trial of war. Europeans know this all too well. Americans have much to learn. We are relatively speaking, a young nation, now in our young adulthood. We need to re-evaluate what our role is in this world from a multi-lateral standpoint. In this manner we will have the support and endorsement of our much older brothers and sisters. I hope this will at least begin to come about under the leadership of President-Elect Barack Obama.


JESUS AIN'T NO CONSERVATIVE!

Can you imagine for a moment, Jesus in his time? Imagine him walking along the road with his disciples and a beggar comes up to him and asks that he be healed of a limp. Then Jesus says to his disciples, "keep away from those such as these. You must conserve your spiritual gifts for those who are truly worthy. Beggars, prostitutes and thieves are unworthy of the fruits of the spirit. " Again imagine the teacher alike of angels and men saying, "only those who value the family, who propagate in truth, who are hard working and responsible may sit at the table with the Holy Father and Son."
Hard to picture, yeah, I know. Jesus did not get along with folks who headed his faith at the time. He was a revolutionary who defied their stayed antics, pretentious faith and dead-letter view of the teachings of the day. Even a cursory reading of the New Testament would reveal that Jesus ain't no conservative.



I have never been politically savvy, just sane and temperate. For the most part I consider politics a disgrace and blight to the country. But as an American I think it behoves me to understand the political landscape of my country so that I can participate in the process conscientiously and speak with strangers or foreigners and appear to "represent" as a citizen.



But for the life of me I am having a dickens of a time understanding conservatives, right-wingers, neo-cons, Republicans, and whatever else they are calling themselves these days. What I have figured out though, during the current election cycle and even more so now that the President-Elect is a Democrat (Reagan Democrat, if you ask me), is that there is a visible schism in the Republican party, something which has the party scuffling around in disarray. And if it's one thing that you could say about the Republican party, it was that they were fiercely organized and regimented. That regiment and organization, acting on one accord, with one goal, was the source of their success.



I do believe, however, that their agenda was bigger than their coffers could hold. They got greedy and tried to ransack the American conscience, the American trust and the American temperament. The policies that came out of the Bush Administration from Homeland Security to Immigration, pushed the boundaries of tolerance under the cloak of terrorism. They maintained a heightened level of stress to justify their conundrums. Meanwhile typical Republican economic policies, which favor big business, were stripping the American public of its concept of fairness and equality. From Supreme Court decisions preventing individuals from recovering against big business to the tax incentives that allowed big business to avoid more than 20 % of their share of tax responsibility, the Republican party is the party of big business.



The conservative mantra of family values, individual responsibility and hard work are giving me a headache. Is there some underground society that indoctrinates conservatives, teaches them to ape the same phrases, to falter on the same questions and to beat around the bush not answering sensible questions when put to them? They all parrot the same phrases. I have yet to meet one that can actually explain what it is to be Republican or conservative. And are they devoid of intelligence as a matter of course? I thought there was an emphasis on education and the betterment of the individual so that society could thereby be enriched. Republicans get an F on this one. Well, maybe a D, I'm feeling generous.



I suspect conservatives are just like everyone else. There are different kinds. You have your George W. Bush conservative, then you have your Colin Powell Conservative, they you have your average Joe conservative, and then your Religious conservative, your fiscal conservative, and your social conservative. Are they all stingy and uptight? Are any of them sensible? I would like to meet a sensible, intelligent one. I would also like to meet a sensible intelligent Christian. Maybe fate will be kind to me and send one my way and we can become bffs.



For now however, I have assembled a slew of books about conservative ideology and the conservative intellectual movement. Once I start reading them they will post on Ex Libris Dydimus, one of my other blogs that I will dedicate to books, books reviews and essays on books.

A bientot, Thomas


"Love is Such a Beautiful Thing"

I just got back from a nine (9) day cruise with my office (a gift from our boss for 20 years of service). While we were on the cruise at our "table" were two couples, one gay, one straight with a son. It became obvious over the course of the cruise that both couples were either unhappy, malcontent, or just plain uninterested in each other.Whenever I encounter couples like these, it always makes me pause and wonder. Love is such a beautiful thing, why imprison yourself in a relationship that simply is not working for either of you? When your relationship becomes a task, a tedious chore or a disagreeable habit it is time to pull the plug.



For all those out there who would retort with staying in their relationship no matter what, or for the sake of the kids (the worst offense), or because they took a vow they miss the two most salient arguments against them: 1. They completely dishonor the relationship and/or the institution of marriage by remaining in a loveless bond. 2. They disrespect each other as individuals.



A relationship whether intimate, professional or platonic is truly about a kind of union. That is the meaning of Yoga: union. It is a path through which we inherently or spiritually recognize we are incomplete. We try, through relationships, to unite with someone (or something in the case of animals) to feel complete or whole. Gibran says, "your friends are your needs answered." The laws and ways of attraction are mysterious. Sometimes we can scarcely explain our attractions to others. But there is something that draws us to a person be it simply animal magnetism or a deep spiritual connection that reaches beyond time and space.



Attraction is also a beautiful thing: those first moments of wonder, enticement, fantasy and curiosity are the fuel that keeps you hooked. You hope, you dream that the object of your affection is just as hooked as you are. And then you meet and you connect, the powerful current of those endorphines rushing through your system lifts you to the heights of Elysium and life is wonderful. That is what love is about. That is what a relationship or a marriage honors. That is what gives love its reputation and entices so many of us to take a chance on a stranger. We want to be a part of that.



Even when those moments are over and you settle into your routine you can still honor the relationship by remembering those things that drew you in in the first place, by refusing to allow your interest to drift away, by not allowing the excitement to wither and dry up, by trying to see into your mate and notice something wonderful you had not seen before. That is where the work comes in. However, when only one of you is doing the work and the relationship becomes lop-sided after repeated attempts on your part that is where the dishonor comes in. That is where the disrespect comes in.



When one partner steadfastly refuses to continue putting in the investment necessary to make the relationship grow and leaves all the work to the other, this a gross statement of dishonor and disrespect. It sullies the reputation of relationships/marriages and reduces it to a daily routine unworthy of anyone's attention. And for the straight couples/people out there whining about protecting the sanctity of marriage, they are among the worst offenders.



Perhaps a good deal of bad relationships has to do with the fact that we are unstable when we are in those first moments of enticement. We overlook so much because we are not grounded in reality but floating around in fantasy. But the courting ritual is precisely so that you can get to know the other person and really see if your attraction is justified. So often these days no one courts. People just jump into a legal contract binding their lives together. And the folks in Hollywood are not helping the situation at all-they are an unmitigated disgrace to the very idea of relationships and marriage.



So if you are having problems in your relationship, stop and think about what drew you in in the first place-try to return to that. Take a moment and sit down with your significant other and speak truthfully and honestly to one another. Communication is the number one issue that buttresses a good relationship. If they do not want to talk, you can remain and be miserable and suffer or you can make the decision that your life, too has value and you deserve better. Relationships can make you flourish or they can bring you down.



If you are embarking on a new relationship try to take off the rose-colored glasses and really look and see if your potential mate is REALLY compatible with you. Too often people do not discuss things that are vitally important to them like children, money, and their values about life. Do not let these things slide, they are the glue that holds you together. Honor them and each other and your relationship, intimate or otherwise will flourish.


Happy New Year!!!!

"Here we all are again. Another year flies by and its time to crown a..." New Year. Once every 365 (or so) days we have the chance to start over again, even if it's just symbolically. One of the great things about life is that it is made up of cycles. Ever so often we come full circle and have the chance to mull over the lessons we have garnered during the previous cycle.A year is a cycle of sorts. At the beginning we can recall what we learned from the previous year; recall fondly the good times we had, and not so fondly the bad times which might have taught us lesson we were unwilling to learn. At the approach of the New Year we can look forward to continuing to learn or develop something we started and look forward the new experiences, friendships and relations. And attitude of expectancy and of hope will take us far in meeting the challenges that will lay ahead.

It is always honorable to pause and remember those who left us for new life. The loves ones, the friends and family, the noted and well-known and those who may have passed unnoticed. They all gave us things that we will always cherish and will recall when we think of their energy.

So as we face the New Year with new possibilities and opportunities, let us bring in and call up all those things that will make the world a better place: charity to our fellows, a kind word to a hopeless stranger, care for our elders, sharing laughter with a child, and starting to put the cares of others before our own.

Best wishes for a Happy New Year!


OUT WITH THE OLD AND IN WITH THE NEW!

It is wonderful to have a chance to start anew! Every year when our calendar returns us to January 1 we have the opportunity to start over again, at least figuratively, to drop those attitudes and dispositions which have prevented us from moving forward, to shake off old arguments and grudges, to forget slights and backhanded brushes.This is not only true on the microcosmic level, in our daily lives. It is also true on a macrocosmic level. We are "standing upon a precipice" as the characters stated in the recent remake of the The Day the Earth Stood Still. There is great turmoil the world over, not the least of which is the Arab Israeli conflict. The sensitivity of the financial markets to the continual drama put on by the world cannot be overlooked, either.



The world should take advantage of the New Year and the change in the Administration of the United States of America. Both present fabulous opportunities to look at the world afresh and to try to chart a course away from the present malay and danger lurking behind our actions.



Here on the home front our financial sector has wreaked havoc on the country. Yet the reason, the manner in which we conduct business, has yet to be addressed. All manner of sugar-coated prescriptions have been suggested, none of which confront the naked ugliness of the problem. The financial sector is the custodian of ridiculous amouts of money. With a simply key-stroke that money can travel from one continent to another, from one industry to another, with absolutely no allegiance or hindrance. Why isn't this a "national security" issue, huh? God forbid you mention the word "regulation" everyone panics. They tell us that money and the market need to be free (to do whatever it is they do). Bull fu--ing Sh-t. Men ARE the markets. Much hard and honest work needs to be done here. And this is the year to do it.




Internationally we can begin the task of repairing our image around the globe and re-building relationships brought down or severed in the Bush Administration. The world needs to bring its weight, specifically the Arab and Muslim communities, to bear on the Arab Israeli situation. Therein lie the seeds of a third world war or at least a conflagration of immense proportions.




A new arms race is already under way and why shouldn't it be? Every nation wants the right to protect itself against the agression of another. What is it here in the US, the right to bear arms? Well obviously the more of us bearing arms the more dangerous our society becomes. I refuse to believe I am the only one to realize this.




And obviously race relations could be better. Perhaps with the President-Elect in office this will open up a different sort of dialogue provide the press stops feeding the lowest urges of the public, those divisive, malignant urges that keep us apart when we could be coming together.





So let this year be a year of healing, reconnection, exploration and rebuilding. My prayers are with the President-Elect and his family. My prayers are with the hardworking folks out there who have found themselves out of work, out of pensions and investments. My prayers are with those who are struggling (like myself) to make ends meet. My prayers engulf the world in hope and healing.


Auf Wiedersehen, Thomas!


A River Stone

Have you ever held a river stone? Usually clothed in nature's earth tones of gray, brown and black, they are uniformly smooth to the touch. Lying on the bottom of rivers and streams and brooklets, the course and current of water over the decades serves as polishing agent, smoothing out those cracks and crevices wearing down the surface.I sometimes think we are river stones in the great stream of life. We come into life all rough and rugged and what not. But through the course of ages (youth, adulthood, middle age, old age), the four ages of man to be exact, life smooths out our constitution, our attitude and disposition. It deposits knowledge and wisdom through circumstance and situation. We grow and become beautiful in spirit. Just like the river stones whose beauty lies in their simplicity and the organic nature of their development, so too with us. Life has the ability through its relentless current and it's unstoppable movement (with the assistance of time) to smooth over the worst of/in us.



That smooth polished quality such as you find in a Maya Angelou, a Ghandi, or a Cornel West, teaches us that it is not necessary to fight life. When I observe Dr. Angelou I am always amazed at the peacefulness her character exudes. And Cornel West's wisdom is awe-inspiring because it seems grounded in love. And what can we not learn from Ghandi? We often have to learn the hard way what it means to go against the current: things take longer to learn and absorb, we face constant difficulty and the constant tension of fighting the current wears us down physically, emotionally and mentally.



As I move through this current that is my life, I want to grow smooth and polished, with a worn beautiful patina that only time may confer. Sometimes I can feel the current coursing over my life. As I encounter people and situations I can at times sense whether I am fighting or moving along. Everyone has a current coursing all around them. That's life. Whether we resist or move along will determine the kind of life we have. It may take a momemt or two to feel the motion and get used to it, but if we learn to pay attention, to be silent and to listen we will learn.


A BLEEDING HEART IS A LOVING HEART

I have often been called a "bleeding heart liberal", a title which, I constantly shunned because I thought I was just being sane. But this morning I thought: "the Sacred Heart is a bleeding heart." Jesus, too, was a bleeding heart liberal. He hung out with the publicans and sinners of His day; He associated with the poor and the children; He walked among the sick and infirm. You would not find a Republican or a conservative within a mile of those. Jesus' compassion was not meted out in portions: to some and not to others. Jesus was not conservative with His compassion. In other words Jesus was no compassionate conservative. Let me be clear. There is absolutely nothing wrong with demanding personal responsibility and accountability. This is a necessary attribute for climbing spiritual heights. It's also necessary for a good productive life. So it's not a Republican or a conservative value.


There is a scene in the New Testament when a woman caught in the act of adultery is brought before Jesus (odd that the man was not brought as well, don't you think?) In that scene the MEN who captured her wanted to stone her. Jesus simply said, "let he who is without sin caste the first stone." One by one the men each dropped their stones. They each were sinners in their own right. That is one of my favorite scenes and lessons in the Holy Bible. Republicans and Conservatives would do well to study it. Jesus does not condemn the woman, He does not blame her, He does not judge her. Again, quite simply yet powerfully He says to her: "go, sin no more." Jesus confronted her with only Love and understanding. One can imagine that Jesus provided a powerful impetus for change in her life. That kind of Love, from a bleeding heart, can inspire people to change, to move along. Judgement and negative criticism do not.


So I will now proudly wear my bleeding heart because the greatest bleeding heart has inspired mankind for well over two thousand years. His example looked upon by earnest believers is what introduces Love into hearts, minds and communities around the world. Others satisfy themselves with dogma and doctrine all the while separatingthemselves from the Spirit of Jesus' teachings, from His Love.


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

THOU, ART

I was born under the sign of Libra, whose Patroness is the goddess, Venus or Aphrodite. Venus is the author of Love and Beauty. I am intoxicated by things of beauty and have tried to surround myself (in my own space) with things of beauty that feed my Soul and give it a voice or presence in my every day life. Beauty tempers my insanity and speaks to the deepest part of me. called philosophy.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
The Edge of Infinity
Yesterday I came across an intriguing article wherein a scientist asked if "there is a philosophical incompatibility between religion and science?" and "does the empirical nature of science contradict the revelatory nature of faith?" Further, "Are the gaps between them (religion and science) so great that the two institutions must be considered essentially antagonistic?" The site can be found at www.Edge.org. It has the august, if not laughably arrogant intent, "to arrive at the edge of the world's knowledge..." It proposes to do this by seeking "out the most complex and sophisticated minds, put them in a room together and have them ask each other the questions they are asking themselves."


Upon discovering the site and rummaging through the articles, my brain got an erection. I consider myself to be an intellectual. I always qualify that statement by saying I am not particularly brilliant but that the energy of my life is sifted through my brain as opposed to my emotions. I am a thinker. I am a sucker for intellect and philosophy.


What intrigued me the most about the article (it was more a question put by one scientist and answered by other scientists) on science and religion was the unfiltered arrogance and haughtiness of many of the scientists who answered the question. I have very high and intense ideas about many things; highly opinionated am I. This is the result of being a thinker. It would seem to me that, truly, an intellectual would be unbiased in any direction because such bias would prejudice their ability to formulate or get at the truth. If I would like to understand or enter upon the journey to question the validity of Faith or God or Religion, I must first empty myself of all preconceived notions, archetypal images, community stereotypes, myths, etc., to make room for what the journey will bring to light.


Many of the scientists, who answered the question, by the timbre of their responses, simply refused to countenance or even allow for the possibility that Science and Religion could possibly have anything to do, one with the other. That is not the mark of an intellectual. The intellectual believes in nothing, yet believes in everything. The intellectual denies nothing, yet denies everything. Only in that illimitable void can anything truly be formulated. Without it we are simply indulging ourselves in confirmation bias (seeking information, whether consciously or unconsciously that, confirms our own prejudices and predilections).


The scientists who answer the question start out with a preconceived notion that there is a natural incompatibility of science with religion and use their training, existence and abilities to secure this prejudice. Were I of the same ilk I would start out with the opposite assertion that metaphysics has a natural superiority to empiricism as it it not entrenched by the ball and chain of reason.


The supposed incompatibility of science and religion probably has its roots in the Enlightenment of the 18th century. The Enlightenment followed upon the heels of the Middle Ages or Dark Ages as they are sometimes called (probably because the Church cast a shadow over all existence). During the Enlightenment, which incidentally began the dissolution of the Church's power, Reason and scientific method and inquiry gained a foothold in European, Eastern European and American life. This period saw the beginning of the emergence of the individual from beneath the tyranny of the Church and the aristocracy. Independence of thought, natural rights, natural law and the elevation of the common man came about. It was the principles of the Enlightenment that spread and caused revolution throughout the European continent and America. The divorce of Science and Religion was finalized during the Enlightenment.


In his poem, Deutschland, though, Heinrich Heine, says:


Plato and Aristotle! These are not merely two systems, they are types of two distinct human natures, which from time immemorial, under every sort of disguise stand more or less inimically opposed. The whole medieval world in particular was riven by this conflict, which persists down to the present day, and which forms the most essential content of the history of the Christian Church. Although under other names, it is always Plato and Aristotle that we speak. Visionary, mystical, Platonic natures disclose Christian ideas and the corresponding symbols from the fathomless depths of their souls. Practical, orderly Aristotelian natures build out of these ideas and symbols a fixed system, a dogma and a cult.


Heine, too, asserts a duality, a diametrical duet between Religion and Science based upon the two methods created by two seminal philosophers of Western civilization. But I must persist in my belief that the two are not mutually exclusive of one another. I have lived enough to profit by my experience, which has revealed that everything is related to everything else. Duality is simply an illusion on the ground level. Were we to travel a little higher to the mountain tops we would have a bird's eye view and see the connections from the air that are undetectable to us in the valley.


There is an intellectual that is terribly prosaic in that they believe in the superiority of intelligence. But it is thought that informs intelligence and the nature of the thought determines the quality of the intelligence. What they concern themselves with is the lower dynamics of intelligence, or as Harvard Psychologist, Howard Gardner, would term it, logical-mathematical intelligence. This type of intelligence restricts itself to empiricism, to data that can be processed and analyzed. John Forbes Nash, a mathematical genius, Nobel laureate and subject of the film, A Beautiful Mind, believed there existed a type of super logic, one that went beyond the boundaries of normal logic. He was on the right track, if I may be so bold.


Scientists tell us that humankind uses roughly 10 percent of its brain capacity. That being the case, any formulations we make must be taken with a grain of salt. Any faith placed in human capability must be looked at with discretion. We must, from a scientific perspective, resign ourselves to the fact that we are operating at diminished capacity. Wherewithal is our misplaced faith in our intellectual abilities? How could we, in light of this knowledge, erect an idol to intelligence and worship at its feet, knowing full well that we have yet to uncover our full potential?


Intelligence is akin to infinity, to hope to reach its edge is a useless endeavor. I recall an author saying, "no one's mouth is big enough to utter the whole thing." So too, with intelligence. No ONE may fathom its depths or hope to consume its bounty. As Nash indicated there are levels of thought or logic that border on the supernatural. It is here that we may find the nexus between Religion and Science. It has occurred to me often that we are all saying the same thing. Too often though, we do not listen enough to understand this. We are too intent on proving our point. If we would but listen a little more we would understand that many times we are simply coming from opposite ends of the same spectrum. At some point, at some point those lines converge and meet and form an intersection. Were we to keep talking and listening we would discover this.


What Science wants is to observe and categorize, to calculate and indicate. But I wonder if it ever occurred to them that they do not often have the necessary equipment to lay bare the information they seek. If certain kinds of energy exist say, Dark matter for instance, would it not occur to them that maybe they do not have the necessary equipment that would accurately categorize and detect Dark matter? Proving the existence of something has to do with your ability to recognize and detect that something. In the absence of that equipment can you truly rule out its existence? The 10 percent capacity of the human brain, I suspect, prevents us from understanding and discovering a great deal which Science scoffs at and disrespects.


It is said that Religion depends upon Faith and Revelation. But again the absence of that Faith and Revelation may have to do with the capacity of the individual to achieve it. It is not possible for a conduit to conduct power which it was not constructed to hold. In other words, the power passing through a conduit must be proportionate to its ability to conduct it. You cannot pass 100,000 volts through a conduit that will only conduct 10,000 volts. Simple fact. Humanity, that is, scientists and people of faith, are often trying to pass 100,000 volts through conduits that can only handle 10,000 volts. The manner in which the voltage may be increased depends both upon science and faith.


The fact that both Science and Religion exclude each other proves only their incontestable immaturity. Science could reach new heights were it to open its mind. Religion could gain increased footing were it to court logic and reason (although, a super logic, as John Nash would interject). Religion needs to give its wings to Science. There are places which are only accessible by air. Science needs to loan gravity to Religion. Only on the ground do we gain experience and poise. It is only when we release our prejudices do we have the opportunity to educate ourselves. Only then can the truth enter and set us free.
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Monday, June 29, 2009
THOU, ART
I was born under the sign of Libra, whose Patroness is the goddess, Venus or Aphrodite. Venus is the author of Love and Beauty. I am intoxicated by things of beauty and have tried to surround myself (in my own space) with things of beauty that feed my Soul and give it a voice or presence in my every day life. Beauty tempers my insanity and speaks to the deepest part of me.


It should come as no surprise then, that I love Art. I am perpetually fascinated by it, seeking to understand it, trying to uncover its depth and true nature. But the true beauty of Art lies in its symbolism. Not unlike music, it is a private language that whispers something different to each of us. We are, each of us, individuals with different experiences that alter and shape who we are. We see the world through these experiences; they color the world we have around us. So it is not surprising that seven people looking at the same piece of Art will interpret seven different things.


For my part, I am drawn to beauty, harmony, symmetry and proportion, things that are pleasing to the eye. Beauty evokes calmness, tranquility, serenity. My inner life is a vast maelstrom of tornadoes, volcanoes, hurricanes, tsunamis, earthquakes, landslides all going off at once. Music and Art provide islands of peace. They satisfy an inner need for equilibrium. This what I seek in Art.


I occasionally pick up Art magazines or books on Art theory and am amazed at the turn that Art has taken over the course of the last century. Beauty, harmony, symmetry and proportion have all fled, evicted by the tortured emotional nature of man. This torture is an affliction of 20th century life in a world full of drastic impropriety and untold disparity. In earlier centuries Art was a refuge from the reality of every day life, it was a portrait of idealism where we could project our fantasies and desires. I would encourage anyone to take a look at Art over the past 1000 years. It is an amazing view onto the develop of humanity or its evolution over that period. The same could be said of music and literature. Man has loosened up and released his naked self into the world. Today Art hides, refers to, alludes to nothing. It is a portrait onto the ugliest parts of man, his fixation with the black ugly parts of his life and society.

A few artists, the likes of Jackson Pollock and Marc Rothko, transformed Art by migrating from the higher levels of the emotional plane up the the mental plane with Abstract Art, Art that did not enter our consciousness by appealing to the emotions but to the mind or organized the emotions via the intellect. Others, the Picassos and Legers, imitated or poked fun at Art, while the Warhols and Lichtensteins made almost a complete joke of Art in its quotidian application. Jasper Johns made us question the rampant consumer relish of society by representing it in ridiculous parody.


Art has always been about parody, politics and power. Lying behind almost every artistic image from Egyptian hieroglyphics, Greek pottery painting, the Frescoes of Ancient Rome, the scrolls of Ancient China, the mythological and religious paintings that spread from the middle ages to the modern age and the ferocious transformation of Art and subject in the
20th century there is one, the other or all of these (parody, politics, power).


It is rather curious, though, that these represent Western civilization, but in Africa (Sub-Saharan Africa) and other Southern continents Art was not in paints and oils but in material elements such as wood, gold and stone. These were not so much representations in parody, politics and power as they were attempts to communicate between man and nature or man and the spirit world. Admittedly gold was about politics and power being the symbol for the power and life of the gods but African and South American civilizations were land and nature based. Their relationship to the land and nature were tantamount to their cultures. This path led to a different kind of Art and development of consciousness, one that obviously takes a second seat to the development and display of the evolution of European Art.


There is easily no consensus about the function of or the definition of Art. It changes and evolves as man changes and evolves. It is mutable. But I like to think the function of Art has been the same from its first humble beginnings on cave walls to the rash exuberance of contemporary man in all manner of mediums, namely the representation of something deep inside of him longing to express itself in the physical world; to communicate truths that are pushing their way past his psyche and reminding him how small he truly is in contradistinction to the Truths he is contacting via Art.


The Edge of Infinity

Yesterday I came across an intriguing article wherein a scientist asked if "there is a philosophical incompatibility between religion and science?" and "does the empirical nature of science contradict the revelatory nature of faith?" Further, "Are the gaps between them (religion and science) so great that the two institutions must be considered essentially antagonistic?" The site can be found at www.Edge.org. It has the august, if not laughably arrogant intent, "to arrive at the edge of the world's knowledge..." It proposes to do this by seeking "out the most complex and sophisticated minds, put them in a room together and have them ask each other the questions they are asking themselves."Upon discovering the site and rummaging through the articles, my brain got an erection. I consider myself to be an intellectual. I always qualify that statement by saying I am not particularly brilliant but that the energy of my life is sifted through my brain as opposed to my emotions. I am a thinker. I am a sucker for intellect and philosophy.


What intrigued me the most about the article (it was more a question put by one scientist and answered by other scientists) on science and religion was the unfiltered arrogance and haughtiness of many of the scientists who answered the question. I have very high and intense ideas about many things; highly opinionated am I. This is the result of being a thinker. It would seem to me that, truly, an intellectual would be unbiased in any direction because such bias would prejudice their ability to formulate or get at the truth. If I would like to understand or enter upon the journey to question the validity of Faith or God or Religion, I must first empty myself of all preconceived notions, archetypal images, community stereotypes, myths, etc., to make room for what the journey will bring to light.


Many of the scientists, who answered the question, by the timbre of their responses, simply refused to countenance or even allow for the possibility that Science and Religion could possibly have anything to do, one with the other. That is not the mark of an intellectual. The intellectual believes in nothing, yet believes in everything. The intellectual denies nothing, yet denies everything. Only in that illimitable void can anything truly be formulated. Without it we are simply indulging ourselves in confirmation bias (seeking information, whether consciously or unconsciously that, confirms our own prejudices and predilections).


The scientists who answer the question start out with a preconceived notion that there is a natural incompatibility of science with religion and use their training, existence and abilities to secure this prejudice. Were I of the same ilk I would start out with the opposite assertion that metaphysics has a natural superiority to empiricism as it it not entrenched by the ball and chain of reason.


The supposed incompatibility of science and religion probably has its roots in the Enlightenment of the 18th century. The Enlightenment followed upon the heels of the Middle Ages or Dark Ages as they are sometimes called (probably because the Church cast a shadow over all existence). During the Enlightenment, which incidentally began the dissolution of the Church's power, Reason and scientific method and inquiry gained a foothold in European, Eastern European and American life. This period saw the beginning of the emergence of the individual from beneath the tyranny of the Church and the aristocracy. Independence of thought, natural rights, natural law and the elevation of the common man came about. It was the principles of the Enlightenment that spread and caused revolution throughout the European continent and America. The divorce of Science and Religion was finalized during the Enlightenment.


In his poem, Deutschland, though, Heinrich Heine, says:


Plato and Aristotle! These are not merely two systems, they are types of two distinct human natures, which from time immemorial, under every sort of disguise stand more or less inimically opposed. The whole medieval world in particular was riven by this conflict, which persists down to the present day, and which forms the most essential content of the history of the Christian Church. Although under other names, it is always Plato and Aristotle that we speak. Visionary, mystical, Platonic natures disclose Christian ideas and the corresponding symbols from the fathomless depths of their souls. Practical, orderly Aristotelian natures build out of these ideas and symbols a fixed system, a dogma and a cult.


Heine, too, asserts a duality, a diametrical duet between Religion and Science based upon the two methods created by two seminal philosophers of Western civilization. But I must persist in my belief that the two are not mutually exclusive of one another. I have lived enough to profit by my experience, which has revealed that everything is related to everything else. Duality is simply an illusion on the ground level. Were we to travel a little higher to the mountain tops we would have a bird's eye view and see the connections from the air that are undetectable to us in the valley.


There is an intellectual that is terribly prosaic in that they believe in the superiority of intelligence. But it is thought that informs intelligence and the nature of the thought determines the quality of the intelligence. What they concern themselves with is the lower dynamics of intelligence, or as Harvard Psychologist, Howard Gardner, would term it, logical-mathematical intelligence. This type of intelligence restricts itself to empiricism, to data that can be processed and analyzed. John Forbes Nash, a mathematical genius, Nobel laureate and subject of the film, A Beautiful Mind, believed there existed a type of super logic, one that went beyond the boundaries of normal logic. He was on the right track, if I may be so bold.


Scientists tell us that humankind uses roughly 10 percent of its brain capacity. That being the case, any formulations we make must be taken with a grain of salt. Any faith placed in human capability must be looked at with discretion. We must, from a scientific perspective, resign ourselves to the fact that we are operating at diminished capacity. Wherewithal is our misplaced faith in our intellectual abilities? How could we, in light of this knowledge, erect an idol to intelligence and worship at its feet, knowing full well that we have yet to uncover our full potential?


Intelligence is akin to infinity, to hope to reach its edge is a useless endeavor. I recall an author saying, "no one's mouth is big enough to utter the whole thing." So too, with intelligence. No ONE may fathom its depths or hope to consume its bounty. As Nash indicated there are levels of thought or logic that border on the supernatural. It is here that we may find the nexus between Religion and Science. It has occurred to me often that we are all saying the same thing. Too often though, we do not listen enough to understand this. We are too intent on proving our point. If we would but listen a little more we would understand that many times we are simply coming from opposite ends of the same spectrum. At some point, at some point those lines converge and meet and form an intersection. Were we to keep talking and listening we would discover this.


What Science wants is to observe and categorize, to calculate and indicate. But I wonder if it ever occurred to them that they do not often have the necessary equipment to lay bare the information they seek. If certain kinds of energy exist say, Dark matter for instance, would it not occur to them that maybe they do not have the necessary equipment that would accurately categorize and detect Dark matter? Proving the existence of something has to do with your ability to recognize and detect that something. In the absence of that equipment can you truly rule out its existence? The 10 percent capacity of the human brain, I suspect, prevents us from understanding and discovering a great deal which Science scoffs at and disrespects.


It is said that Religion depends upon Faith and Revelation. But again the absence of that Faith and Revelation may have to do with the capacity of the individual to achieve it. It is not possible for a conduit to conduct power which it was not constructed to hold. In other words, the power passing through a conduit must be proportionate to its ability to conduct it. You cannot pass 100,000 volts through a conduit that will only conduct 10,000 volts. Simple fact. Humanity, that is, scientists and people of faith, are often trying to pass 100,000 volts through conduits that can only handle 10,000 volts. The manner in which the voltage may be increased depends both upon science and faith.


The fact that both Science and Religion exclude each other proves only their incontestable immaturity. Science could reach new heights were it to open its mind. Religion could gain increased footing were it to court logic and reason (although, a super logic, as John Nash would interject). Religion needs to give its wings to Science. There are places which are only accessible by air. Science needs to loan gravity to Religion. Only on the ground do we gain experience and poise. It is only when we release our prejudices do we have the opportunity to educate ourselves. Only then can the truth enter and set us free.